February third two thousand and six. My heart been stabbed with a crucifix. This pain I have endured in less than a week. Has me feeling help is something to seek. Feel so lost since January two eight. Unlucky or is it just plain fate? A joyful day planned had suddenly turned bad. Set into bed with my pup I've had since a lad. Went to bed thinking about my lady's birthday. Day ended really bad and in the worst way. Woke up sensing some thing terrible brewing. Little did I know later there'd be no undoing. Take my small loved one outside for a rest room break. Honestly was the start of my complete heart break. She couldn't even walk at first leading to a hip rub. Stumbled over too often, scooped up and hugged with love. Worried out of my mind knowing we needed medical help. Doing my best to not cry do what's best for her health. A phone call later and out with vital information. Rushed out on the way to an urgent destination. "She's in need of serious 24 hr care." " Fine, how do I get her there?!" Traffic was totally against me, but I did my best. Drove quickly while she was at rest. In the sun she seemed content in the seat. I drove so fast didn't miss a beat. In the office we set testing plans on the table. The X rays should have been a fable. I wished it was a lie, but I could only cry. My baby was so very sick, cancer said oh what a hit. I knew what had to be done, kill me I'd provide the gun. I couldn't be selfish not after all she did in my life. I did the adult thing as much as it hurt to end her life. Surrounded with two people that loved her so much. In my arms she laid with only the softest touch. I kissed her repeatedly and cried so hard. At least now she up in Heaven's big yard. Two youthful good hips running and playing like a puppy. She's with my Father and that means so much to me.
Rest In Peace Princess. Daddy love and miss you so very much.
Wow that brought tears to my eyes. I am truly sorry for your loss and my heart goes out to you. I have 3 of my own chi's and love them with my heart and soul. But your princess is up in heaven with your father and they are having a great time. You will see them both again when it is your time.
If you remember I was the guy with the 17 year old chi. I had her since I was 7 years old. I knew she was getting up there in age and I kinda knew her time was coming, but I had NO idea that was gonna be the day. I woke up to her whining, but...anyways. I am very lonely. I would like to get another dog, but I'm not sure I can rescue one.(This maybe makes me sound like a jerk.) Unless it's a young one. I'd need to have a dog around another 16+ years. *Sigh* I'm just still trying to make it on my own.